بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ
اَللَّهُمَّ صَلِّ وَسَلِّمْ عَلَى سَيِّدِنَا مُحَمَّدٍ
And it's amazing how silence speaks..
because it is in the midst of silence, I heard Him the loudest..
because without words I started to listen..
and if it's silence that can bring me closer to Him..
then I'll let silence do the speaking..
and lately silence seems to be my closest companion,
isolation becomes my middle name,
laughter becomes unheard of,
smiles are being forced,
and tears seem to pour down effortlessly,
And truthful was the poet when he said:
"My friend said to me,
‘I see you as a stranger amongst these people without a close friend.'
I said ‘No! But the people are strange, I’m only in this world and this is my way.'
:: and I can't help but to put myself in this situation ::
:: Dear me :: isolation is never an answer for reality is something that you could not escape from. But if isolation gets you closer to Him, then do it for it is a sunnah, but just remember that once you do so, you need to come out strong to serve the ummah. Your silence and isolation is not for you alone but it's for everyone else to share the fruit of your uzlah.
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:: things seem to tear apart and then get sewn again one by one, just like a puzzle except that they don't really fit in just as nicely as they used to be...yet... or maybe it's just me who don't see the perfection within the so called "imperfections"..
Sedarkan aku ya Allah,
akan hakikat hidup yang tak akan pernah sempurna,
bila mana syukur tak bertakhta,
bila mana iman tak bersuara,
bila mana nafsu menjadi raja,
bila mana dunia menjadi bayangan syurga,
bila mana takwa tak memandu jiwa,
bila mana diri tersilap memilih cinta,
bila mana hati gagal menilai pahala dan dosa,
saat itu, Kau sedarkan aku ya Allah,
akan hakikat hidup yang tak akan pernah sempurna,
kerana pabila sempurna yang dicari, aku bimbang ia takkan ditemui,
kerana aku bimbang,
dek mengejar sempurna,
rosaklah usaha, robeklah bahagia, tercemarlah jiwa,
kerana hakikatnya hidup takkan pernah sempurna,
kerana yang sempurna selayaknya hanya untuk Engkau.
Sedarkan aku,
Bukanlah sempurna yang dicari,
namun redha Illahi jualah yang menjadi taruhan hati.
:: Dear me:: Perfection should never be your drive for if it is perfection that you seek for then you're bound to misery , don't let perfect be the enemy of good. Just give your best in the cause of Allah and things should suffice.
“O Allah, I want that I do not want except what You want.”
Dear me : senyum, senyum, dan senyum oki even if it means faking it :')
